last late night, i got a answer from Lord...

 

I had been very confused about my future, which way i should go, which things i can do, that kinda stuff..  Last week i went to meet a friend and saw a movie together, After the movie, I told her what I was concerned about, "have you prayed for it yet??" she asked, mm... never really seriously do this...honestly.

So I decided to do this, in serious way. But somehow I could not make it, it's way hard to concentrate my attention to pray, too many things could occure to me and I would not know what I was praying about... that happened all the time! it's kinda frustrating....

And last night, shooting down the pc, lying down and praying, I tried my best to focus. In fact, I was suffering a headache then. And I kept talking to Heavenly Father and asking him some question; I am usually not the one who is that sensitive the sense any hints from God like Rita is, but I longed to know!  a thinking just poped in "oh~ Father, if the answer is YES, make my headache stop right away" in the same moment i told myself"oh..come on, that's so dump to think so..." Suddenly, my headache stopped! I was... totally shocked! Not really sure about that though... I tried not to think that was just coincident, So I asked again.. "oh Father, if that is true..." ouch! i felt pain on my head! "OK OK! father, i got it i got it!" and the headache stopped again....

After that, I felt complicated, happy for getting the answer, shocked for what just happened, nervous about what I got.... Father is really there and listens! my faith is so weak, but he takes it and still accompanies me... I am not talking to air! i should repent and keep faith!

Anyway now I am sure what I should do and prepare, because " For your heavenly Father knoweth that ye have need of all these things. But seek ye first the kingdom of God and his righteousness, and all these things shall be added unto you."(3Nephi13:32-33)